.Thursday, July 05, 2007 ' 8:02 pm Y
sigh sigh. since ytd when the truth is out, my heart is broken. I know what is his answer long time ago liao. we both just are keeping quiet. But what can i do ? people outside think we are stead ? But to us, we are sibling nia. just that we are close enuff. Till ytd i know his answer that he knows i like him. My heart was totally broken. as what ppearlyn jie told me of how she told himHe totally didn't believe ! But what she told you is TRUE ! Maybe i didb't have enuff courage to tell you that i like you. My heart has been struggling alot alot is just that i didn't know how to tell you. I know you are just avoiding the topic. But in the end, you still have to face it I know you want to continue the relationship as sibling nia. & you treat me as little sister. Has been thinking :should i give up or continue ? Are you just using me & left me alone ?How am i going to face you in school ?What is the consequences if i tell you ? haish-ed !
